Hello, Future...How far away are you?

{Via}

Is it time to begin yet?

I once knew a girl.
A girl who was fearless, courageous, and powerful.
I mean...sure, I was only in 4th grade but that's not the point now is it?

Since when did we have to let society make the rules for us?
I mean, whoever said you'd feel "successful" right out of college wasn't doing me any favors.
And TV shows are no better about the illusion of figuring it all out in one day. Heck, I know countless episodes of Captain Planet and Batman where the world is ending within the first five minutes of the show but by minute 29 they've wrapped it all back to where it started.

Anyways, now I'm just rambling. For some people it may seem as if they have their lives all put together, but that's because on the surface generally everyone tries to seem as if they've got it all figured out.

The point is, that sometimes I just feel like God has been closing doors left and right for the past few months hopefully to help get the reality-me & dreamworld-me to meet in the middle and become one person. For instance, just last week I had my sixth interview at the same company for what I'm pretty sure has been the the sixth prospect of the beginning to my career. And what happened? I realized I had a flat tire just as I was pulling into the parking lot. Needless to say, it didn't go over that well but hey, on the plus side at least I can now say I've changed a tire in heels. Hah.

I have applied for so many job positions to "follow my dreams" now that I've lost track. I don't even get a phone call.

So,  I suppose my question is...why would God put the heavy desire to be successful in my heart if he didn't plan on fulfilling it? If you figure it out...let me know. I'll just be over here applying for more jobs ;)